A lonely weekend ahead

so first of all I'd like to scream at superman!!!!!!!!!! you need to write something in either your message board or courtney's message board. I was upset when I had to go to bed without "talking" to you yesterday... sane goes for courtney... lol but she blogged today so all is good but ya you guys need to at least say "hi" it'll make a world of a difference in my day. hahahahahahahahahahaha

it's actually going to be a very sad weekend this weekend... cause loserville sux and I know that my friends are up in edmonton partying it up since it's jordan's b day. i wish I would have been able to come and I was throwing that idea around however with 2 midterms that are going to be super hard (at least for me) going home this weekend would be academic suicide. I might live till I go to olds b/c until tuesdy I'll be studying hard core for my midterms and then it'll be wednesday which means it'll be a week till i get my hair done and i go to Olds and a week is only 7 days long plus I have to go to an art exihbition sometime after wednesday plus i have a writing assignment to do plus another assignment plus i have to work with my NM 3700 group since we have one assignment that is on going, one that we need to figure out what exactly is happening plus in my presentation group, we have to get out presentation done so that we don't have to do it last minute so there's alot to do!!! but i really miss my friends in edmonton... but i will soon see them... hmmm i wonder why i'm putting a positive spin on 12 really long dayz. oh well better than looking it in a negative way and getting upset over it.

so has anyone had that feeling when you stop talking to a friend that at first you are tempted to IM them or send an e mail to them b/c it's was a regular thing for you and then you remember that you aren't talking to them. like you have to get used to not having any contact with them? that's what is happening to me at the moment

and what is up with life at the moment? i mean like really... 2005 completely sucked for me with all my mistakes that I made and then you think that 2006 might be better but it's like i only had a week break b4 things continued to go wrong for me. i mean like HELLO LIFE ANYONE THERE? BUG SOMEONE ELSE FOR A CHANGE. What would I do if I didn't have Sarah and my group.
anyways I guess that is all take care my friends

Genug ist Genug
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